... and not proud of it! Sheeesh.. When is this Mayhem going to end?! I hate it when my body weakens and not reponding fully to my commands. Slept in the afternoon for awhile, just after mama came back. Went to fetch Ilik just before that (She called me when I was well late for about 45 minutes! *shrieks!*
My mum won't let me drive back to Shah Alam for the time being. I dunno what's gonna happen when Prof J and Burn knows about this. I'll be dead. DEAD, I tell you! She's going to give us a quiz this Thursday, so I'm a little freaked out here. Haiz.. I have to get back to Shah Alam by the Thursday. Haiz.. Today is haiz...ing day.
Messaged my baby for a long time today. He's so mad at me and now he isn't, YAY! =P I know I've said inappropriate things. I'm sorry..
Today pegi to Bestmart to buy some veggies and chillies for our cooking. bought 3 packets of SIZZZLINNG petais!! xp 1 for me, of course, as I'm a 'Petai Enthusiast'. =P Then we went to the bazaar (mama was confronted by a dog! *gasp* It's gross.) Ewww. Went to buy some lauk for sahur. Went to Perling Mosque to pick up some porridge (delicious, that is).. And I ate A LOT for buka. Haiz.. yet again..
I LOVE YOU BABY xoxo ANIS
Sick, yet another day
4th post, 4th day
Yes. i've survived yet another day living without my hubby, literally. Tapi xlah terus dia lupekan aku kt sni.. Dia call aku pagi2 td.. ^^ Mungkin dia ingt aku exam ari ni kot.. Hmmm.. today is the first day that we actually talked, long. Maybe not very long but, long lah.. ^^
I'm very happy to hear his voice. He sounded happy. ^^ Aku tanye nape dia xbls mesej2 aku, dia kata dia bz.. Hmmm.. Figures.. Mmg time2 baru masuk ni busy. Aku faham. Dia nk kne manage itu, manage ini lagi. I love him so much! I'm smitten in his love~
Hmm.. Time for me to pen on what happened today. I ate oats for breakfast. Karipap sardin untuk lunch. And nasi campur untuk dinner.. -_-; Why nasi campur? I dunno.. Dun ask.. Yes, yes. I'll diet harder tomorrow.. Huhu..
Went to pick up notes from Burn today. Crashed the book store to get it copied. I did bought:
- a blue pen (RM3.50)
- 2 green sheets for my assignment cover (0.10sen each)
- a transformers sticker book for my sisters (RM1.80)
- a mickey notebook (RM2.80)
- 2 buku latihan kotak for my japanese (RM0.60 each)
- And a surprise card for my baby (RM3.00)
Quite a lot, lol. Aku ni boros, aku tau. I'll try to bend my spendings over time. Huhu.. Pakcik Akmal juga telah 'berjaya' menghantar SIMkad Celcom yang abah kirim pada dia. Aku pn xpaham smenanye knape abah bg lagi satu SIMkad. All round up, aku da ada 3 SIMkad lol.. 1 SIM Maxis Postpaid and 1 SIM Maxis Prepaid, tambah dgn 1 SIM Celcom Postpaid lagi.. Last2 aku pkai 2 phone. 1 phone 2 SIM, 1 phone 1 SIM. Aiyo.. Pengsan.. Almost forgot, he left a note to go with the SIM.
'Anis, Abah attach simkad yang abah nk ko guna utk stby. For stby n receive call only. Jgn guna utk call unless emergency or no line - Try to jimat. Remember, your bill HIGHEST.
Salaam,
Abah.'
Apa lagi ye.. Practically, aku duk umah je selebihnya. And pagi2 aku basuh baju2 yg betimbun tu. Huhu. Pnat! Smpai skrg xkering lg. jp lg ah aku angkat. Xlarat ah. Pnat study je today. Pning kpala dah ni.
Hmmm... maybe some pictures for today. Random ones. Or, maybe not. Huhu. Sorry. Am getting sleepy over here.
I love u baby.. I really miss u. Cyg akan sentiasa ada di sini tggu baby balik.. Love you.
Another day went by.. It's crazy
Yes. I did it. I've survived two days without my hubby! Not that I'm happy, it's just that, I'm happy for him. Baby ada meset aku today. His first sms since his flight. It says 'Br topup pulsanya buk. dari kmarin crk pulsanya. i love u' Just imagine how happy I am today!!
I gladly replied back!! ^^ I'm so happy today I cried again when he smsed me the first time. Mesej kdua, dia ckp 'xsampai 30sen. cyg?' Aku tanye dia sms mahal ke? Hmmm... Then I replied again. I ckp xtau. Then he replied 'cyg nanes x? hehe. mesti rindu banget. bb rindu cyg'
Itulah statement yng aku plg nk dengar skali! Dia rindu kt aku! ^^ Btape hepinye aku. Hek2.. I'm so contented. Tapi dia xbyar lg duit bus yg RM1500++ tu. Ade ke gile bus stahun byr byk mcm tu?!!! Gile ke? Kt Malaysia pn xde mcm tu! melmpau btol. Dia mesej mami, tapi mami xbls. Now I dunno what to do.
Mesej aku pn mami xbls.. Aku xtau nk buat ape.
Pagi td, aku kua pg Giant dgn Sera, kak Nurul n Ayu. Pg makan. N jln2. Aku xde la lapar sgt. Tapi aku kua je sb nk tenangkan fikiran. Aku nekad, xmau sdih2 lagi. Dia kata, i need to be strong. Big girls don't cry, katanya. Huhu... Tiap kali dia ckp sweet things, aku mcm nk nanges.. Aku rindukan dia! Aku makan nasik campur dengan terung sambal n kacang botor, aku breakfast oats je pagi td. Then, we hang out all over Giant. Masuk Giant sb Sera had this crazy idea to search for platform shoes for us (because we're too short, probably, n that's saddening me till today). Masuk Giant, we had a 'tasting' frenzy! You know those tasting booths they have in these big big supermarts? Yes, we frenzied all of them with our wicked taste buds!
We even got through a booth that's unoccupied with stallers and took some bread! Haha! Those were funny moments. Kak Nurul even treated us to a vanilla sundae cone each. My last meal was a 4-piece sushi that I bought with my hubby on the 6th. They were still good, btw. Had iced tea late at night.
His last message was 'XPYH'. Yes, in capital letters. Through these days, I still can't make him happy. I feel like a retard, sort of a loser. Yes. I'm a loser. I can't make my hubby happy. I'm having stomach aches since the last hour. Urrgghh..
No pictures for today, though. I'm sure I'll update more in a couple more hours, I think. Oh yeah. Abah da masuk duit for sewa and blanja. Ok, I change my mind. I'll post some pictures. Out of randomness. Btw, dari pagi dok dpn laptop cube nk siapkan assignment Ustaz Sanusi bagi. Haiz. Pning kpala. And I don't even know when my exams starts. Haha! All I think about is him. I'm love sick.
*updated 10th August 2008 (0108hours)*
well, he smses me late at night just now. He told me that there, they got Carrefour and stuff. The food is cheap, but not very nice. And the sweetest thing that he said, "cyg msak apa pon baby mkn ma. jgn gatal2 tau," I love him so much. Dia jgak ada tanya, "Bler cyg buat decision i'm d one?" lol.. He's so cute~~ haha! N he said he loves me with all his heart. And asked me to be strong. Love u hubby.
I love u, baby.. I always do. .
