Hectic, I tell you..

Our jambu tree is merrily heavy yet again! =P I'm very very happy that once again we can indulge ourselves with these great piece of God's best creation. Farah is one happy creature, I can tell that.


We went shopppppppingg today! (yes, I can be happy just by going shopping, hint that, baby~~) Camwhoring moments;





And here's the black-clad team;

Aren't we sleek? =P

Indulged at Kenny Roger's for lunch.






I took loads. And here's a little something for you to wonder;


Quite a long one tonight, eh? Hmm, love you my hunny bunny~

My first time

... eating nasi dagang! haha! It was nice, though. Ate at Sera's auntie's (does that sound right?) place. Had some chicken to go with it. The acar was delightful. I loved it.

Here are some pictures of the place;




















We have achieved a big success today. We got rid of the stupid cat!! Yay for us. Haha! No more stupid cat that'll trash our house and sleep in my blankie with it's fur full of fleas!!! I'm so happy. Thank you God for listening to my prayers.

Ate spaghetti sambal (my own creation) and bragged about it. Haha!

Ok.. That's all folks. To0dles.

changed layout!

yup! I figured I want it all in one page, so I've cramped all in. Now tell me it's neat. =P Now I gotta make a little tweaking here and there so bear with 'cacat'ness you've come acrossed.

Those b*tches are home so I'm not gonna kill my ears listening to them, or my eyes vomit blood by seeing (or even glancing) at their presence.

t0odles, y'all!

I'm bored...

.....of blogger.com. It makes posting my entries such a friggin hard task and my photos won't come out the way i want it to! Shheeessh! I'll learn how to deal with it, or turn to some other blog host. Wordpress, maybe? It's more organized and nice. Well, I dunno! Zzzzz... Wtf is this

BTW, today was the lamest day ever. Stayed in the house most of the time. But for a good cause, actually! =P Hmmm.. Wondering what it is? Actually.. this morning I woke up (at about 8-9am) n I heard a (or many?) guy's voice from the front room. I was like "What the eff, man?" and watched Barbie and the 12 dancing princess or so it called, just to confirm that I heard what I heard (cos the TV was the real closest thing to the front room's door).

Who the fuck is in that ro0m?!! And what the fuck is he doing in here?! This is not some fuckey fuckey house you can enter suka ati mak bapak kau cos ko tu jantan! Well, maybe those wh0res from the front ro0m invited the dude to stay in there. We seriously dunno what to do, fug. Sheeessshh. Go fuggy fuggy somewhere else, muthafuggas! Sh*t.

I dunno what else to write other than curses, bad words and profanities. I'm sure I have to keep it to myself so, chow~

xoxo to you, more and more to Hubby. Love you.

I need to......blog..

i gotta get my head together and BLOGG!! urggh.. ok. First things first. Raya Raya was ok. Haha! Seriously. It was ay-okay. I hate when it comes to balik kampung.

The Biiiigggg news for this week is.... *drumrolls* I GOT A NEW PHONE!! I was super happy, as both of my phones sudah gila and my hubby buys me a new one on the 7th. 7th October 2008 Better remember that. Guess what phone I got? *gues guess*


It's the best damn phone I've ever had! It's a Nokia E66. It practically has everything; WIFI, GPS, 3G, lovely cam, this turn-to-silent thing, Office, Flash.. It's endless!! I love it! You can click here for it's specs. I adore this phone. I promise I'll look after it well, hunny! Thank You~~

BTW, my hubby got himself a brand new Nokia N95 8GB, which I adore the black svelte figure! I thought of getting that too but it's too fat.. -_-; It'll look bulgy in my pockets, righty-o? here's the picture if you don't know what the hell is it:


He didn't tell his parent's about the purchase. It's crazy! Both phones are cray-zay for us. We bought it at Sungei Wang Plaza from Andrew, our pal from NS camp.

Well, had my second paper today. So far, two papers have passed. Islamic Studies and public Speaking. The public speaking paper sucked. Haha! Actually, I sucked. -_-; I didn't read any notes and then buta buta masuk exam. Gila, right?

Once finished my public speaking paper today, stormed out to the Batu Tiga KTM station to pick up hubby and mami. He drove like pelesit to Port Klang as we're MAJOR late. Sampai aje, their ride hasn't arrived yet. So I had the chance to talk to him.

He went and I said goodbye. I love you honey bun.. Pls use your new N95.. Dun shy shy la. If not, I use later. *winks*

new things

Yesterday, I've found new things. Hmm.. Well, let's see. My mum is a Sarawakian Bidayuh, so I can safely say that I'm a Sarawakian also right? Well, there are rare and exotic things that can be found there that I might not know about, yet. These little things often amazes me to the max. For instance, yesterday beats them all. I found out about these new creatures that my dad brought from Kapit from his sight-seeing trip.

Later. xoxo Urgent out. Love you baby.

Back in JB, baby!

The title really says it all. =P I'm back here in JB, my beloved-beloved home town, the city of my home. Yeah. Yeah. And guess what? I'm sick! Yes. Well, here's the list to make me proud.

- a fever (not very high one)
- cough
- selesema
- very bad asthma
- sengal-sengal otot
- severe head pain and dizziness

My God! Please save me from this phenomenon of Yours! I can't take it anymore. Went back to JB via my lovely car with my dad. Hmmm.. That's about it. Found an interesting decent online game that my sisters introduced. Well, can't say much but it can fill the gap of my time of boring-ness! Thanks, gurls! =P

Well, I don't think I'll blog anymore today. oh, BTW, my presentation went well. I mean OK. Haiz. I was the last person to present that day so, yay, I get an audience (if you can call the that, precisely..) that's silent and uncooperative. Pity me.

I'll go prepare the things for my wonder cook today. Going to masak a lot of thing while my dad, mum, Harry and Ilik went to the cinemas to watch a movie, Wall-E to be exact. I have to finish my project my tomorrow! I have to. That multimedia crap report. And the html site. Haiz.. I can't show my designing and coding perfect layout skills in this dumbly class. Pretend to not know anything and anything that will challenge the lecturer's (I dun even know her name, whatever) knowledge and ideas in web design and coding. Haha! She's crap. She's using Web editors! I mean, what teacher in their right mind uses editors? -_-; Everybody knows you should be using NotePad or EditPad, right? Zzzz.. Whatever. Don't correct me if I'm wrong. I know I'm right.

What more.. Ah! We had TGI Friday's yesterday for buka puasa. It's fun. It was my mum's birthday so Friday's would be a perfect place to celebrate it. BTW, she didn't want us to tell those whores working for Friday's that it's her birthday so we didn't. Too bad, if she'd tell, we'll get my favorite cheese cake for free. Now I have to order and it came up in the bill. Haha! =P

***** HAPPY BIRTHDAY MUM!! *****

Happy birthday to you,
happy birthday to you,
Happy birthday to you, mummy,
Happy birthday to you!!!

*applauses*

I'm still sick. I really have to get off now. To my baby, i lurve lurve you. Here I post our Friday's eating out session. Enjoy.

Not done yet!

Aiyoyoyo... It has been told that Mdm Khazaila will be doing ALL of the presentations of informative speech TODAY but she lied!!! She f*****g lied! The only ones that presented their speech in today's class were Kamal, Nalini, Arfah, Evon, Fadli, Anrian, Mushawwir, and guess what, BURN!!! UURRRGGHHH!! I hate this feeling right now. Sheeesh! She happily said that she's done the presentation and the pressure's off! I'm gonna kill somebody now. Pronto.

Well, I'll just get over that when I have my buka, which is hours ago. And I'm happily over the fact that I haven't presented yet. dammit. Here it is again, the presentation dummy jerking off it's green tongue over to me. SLASSSHHHH!!! What is that green thing on the floor? Jealousy? ZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZzzzzzz

Went to Jap class but Hla Hla didn't even show up and we're like, waiting there for like, half an hour and like, we're surrounded by Nabilahs, well, like literally one but she made it seem like there's dozens of her buzzin around us. FYI, Sera went to Jap class with us just now. Stop with like already!

We tiga-tiga went to the Bazaar Ramadhan (near Giant & Stadium) and here is the list of things that I bought:
Popiah - RM2
Air Jambu - RM1 (handsome water, any1?)
Cendawan Goreng (yummaayyhh!) - RM1
nasi Lemak (for Sahur) - RM4
.. and last but not least, my dose of vegggs, kangkung belacan - RM1.

WTF?!! I just realized that I spent a friggin' RM8 for the food?!! What the eff? ZZZzzzz.. This is when my dreams of saving money (PK's classes fantasies) smash flat on the ground of green grub. Yeah. Grubs.

I say no more. Practice me speech and finish me multimedia assignment. And of course, texting me baby.. Love you baby.

Public speaking assignment!! *hamsters included*

Wth is the title about? Well, we've been assigned to deliver an informative speech as individuals and I simply chose to talk about my favorite subject of all; HAMSTERS!! *winks* Haha! To see what am I talking about tomorrow, better browse here..

here I'll feed you with the cutest pics of these rodents. Enjoy.






Well, basically today has been busy for me. Went to class at 8.30am to 12pm. After that, went to Summit USJ to buy a Macromedia Dreamweaver Installer CD. Why MDW? Well, we sort need the software to work on our multimedia project. Haish.. So much for my coding and programming knowledge. Dreamweaver? No0bs, man. Wtf. Whatever. Layan je. Spent RM8 on that piece of crap when I could just d/l it. F*** Maxis broadband.

Kat Summit ader jualan murah apparels and kasut and beg! Burn smpai xtahan tgk! Do check it out. Bayar Maxis Broadband skali tadi. RM100. Masak nasi goreng kampung je td untuk buka. teringin pulak nk makan resipi mama. I missh her so much.

Baby literally asked me to visit mami often. Even abah #2 said that kalu Man xde, msti aku xdtg sane. Huhu.. Aku bknnye xnk datang.. Tapi aku malu.. T_T. I'm sorry, honey bunny... Cyg belum lg independent dgn diaorg. Tp tingat makan2 dengan dorg lpas anta bb kt airport. They're very nice. ESpecially mami and abah #2. And your brothers and sisters. They've been very supportive. I love u honey.

Day 15 goes by

pejam celik, pejam celik da 15 hari dari 08.08.08. It seems that it's only been yesterday he left for that particular country. I felt his presence all the time. I'm talking as if I'm high or something. haha. Not.

Today has been dull, literally. I didn't even get out of the house. *sighs* Felt so stupid, though. I don;t even know why. Hmmm.. I dunno what to write here, too. Hari ni xbyk meset hunny. Huhu.. Tu yg mcm blur je ni.

Huhu... today Fad anta t-shirt. T-shirt untuk pg p.d tu. Size M ni ok je la kot. Naseb baik muat2 je. xkecik n xbesar. ^^

For today's food, I'll brief it out. Ate oats for breakfast and I didn't have lunch. FOr dinner, a little bit of karipap otak2. Saje je goreng sb da lembik. -_-; huhu.. nt kalu da lama2, busuk pulak nt.

Huhu.. brg2 untuk p.d aku xsiapkan lagi.. huhu... mcm mane ni.. buntu2...

Anyway, my baby is always in my mind. Tried to text him all day but gets minimal response. *sighs* He's busy.. I get it.. I love u honey.. Good night.

exams!!! urgghh..

Today I've started my exams. Ari ni ari pertama. Paper Islamic Studies (DTU0203) start pkul 4.30pm smpai 6.30pm. Baca gile2 td. Susah gak paper td.

Ari ni xdpt ape2 pn dr baby.. I tried to call him but xdpt.. huhu.. Knape ek? Aku da buntu da ni. tgh try2 nak call dia ni.. Please God.. I miss him..

Mcm malas je nk tulis byk2 ari ni.. xstudy lg ni utk paper esok. Huhu.. esok dah la 2 paper, Public Speaking at 9am and Multimedia at 2pm. Huhu.. Dua2 pn paper leh goreng, so xkesah sgt kot, maybe... huhu..

Ok lah.. da xde mood. Anyway, I love u baby... Pls call me.. Huhu..

4th post, 4th day

Yes. i've survived yet another day living without my hubby, literally. Tapi xlah terus dia lupekan aku kt sni.. Dia call aku pagi2 td.. ^^ Mungkin dia ingt aku exam ari ni kot.. Hmmm.. today is the first day that we actually talked, long. Maybe not very long but, long lah.. ^^

I'm very happy to hear his voice. He sounded happy. ^^ Aku tanye nape dia xbls mesej2 aku, dia kata dia bz.. Hmmm.. Figures.. Mmg time2 baru masuk ni busy. Aku faham. Dia nk kne manage itu, manage ini lagi. I love him so much! I'm smitten in his love~

Hmm.. Time for me to pen on what happened today. I ate oats for breakfast. Karipap sardin untuk lunch. And nasi campur untuk dinner.. -_-; Why nasi campur? I dunno.. Dun ask.. Yes, yes. I'll diet harder tomorrow.. Huhu..

Went to pick up notes from Burn today. Crashed the book store to get it copied. I did bought:
- a blue pen (RM3.50)
- 2 green sheets for my assignment cover (0.10sen each)
- a transformers sticker book for my sisters (RM1.80)
- a mickey notebook (RM2.80)
- 2 buku latihan kotak for my japanese (RM0.60 each)
- And a surprise card for my baby (RM3.00)

Quite a lot, lol. Aku ni boros, aku tau. I'll try to bend my spendings over time. Huhu.. Pakcik Akmal juga telah 'berjaya' menghantar SIMkad Celcom yang abah kirim pada dia. Aku pn xpaham smenanye knape abah bg lagi satu SIMkad. All round up, aku da ada 3 SIMkad lol.. 1 SIM Maxis Postpaid and 1 SIM Maxis Prepaid, tambah dgn 1 SIM Celcom Postpaid lagi.. Last2 aku pkai 2 phone. 1 phone 2 SIM, 1 phone 1 SIM. Aiyo.. Pengsan.. Almost forgot, he left a note to go with the SIM.

'Anis, Abah attach simkad yang abah nk ko guna utk stby. For stby n receive call only. Jgn guna utk call unless emergency or no line - Try to jimat. Remember, your bill HIGHEST.

Salaam,
Abah.'

Apa lagi ye.. Practically, aku duk umah je selebihnya. And pagi2 aku basuh baju2 yg betimbun tu. Huhu. Pnat! Smpai skrg xkering lg. jp lg ah aku angkat. Xlarat ah. Pnat study je today. Pning kpala dah ni.

Hmmm... maybe some pictures for today. Random ones. Or, maybe not. Huhu. Sorry. Am getting sleepy over here.

I love u baby.. I really miss u. Cyg akan sentiasa ada di sini tggu baby balik.. Love you.

A call that made me crazy!!

Yes! The title said it all. He called me! =P I was so excited back then! It was exactly 2242hours and I was currently eating onion thosai at a mamak stall (have you guys been to Restoran Darul Ehsan, DE, here?). Haha! I'm so happy right now!

The thing is, I can't really use the iTalk thingy rignt now. Huhu... Sdihnya.. Nak sgt call dia.. tapi xdpt.. huhu.. iTalk, iTalk.. mcm mane la nk guna kau.. huhu..

Ok.. peristiwa yang terjadi today. Lemme see.. I ate slices of bread for breakfast, indomie soto medan for lunch, and thosai bawang for dinner. ^^ And we played badminton, kak Nurul and I (including Ayu) till the wind started to blew us off. Pastu.. da nak siap da assigment Ustaz Sanusi, tggal sikit je. Oh yeah, I'll be starting my exams on Tuesday. Goes on on Wednesday and Thursday.

And my baby called!! WahahHAHAH! I missed him so much.. I'll wait for him patiently over this side of the world.. Love him so much, he's the only one on my mind every minute and second. No piccies for today. Sorry. Nt update later kalu ader anything.

I love u honey.. And i will always do.

Another day went by.. It's crazy

Yes. I did it. I've survived two days without my hubby! Not that I'm happy, it's just that, I'm happy for him. Baby ada meset aku today. His first sms since his flight. It says 'Br topup pulsanya buk. dari kmarin crk pulsanya. i love u' Just imagine how happy I am today!!

I gladly replied back!! ^^ I'm so happy today I cried again when he smsed me the first time. Mesej kdua, dia ckp 'xsampai 30sen. cyg?' Aku tanye dia sms mahal ke? Hmmm... Then I replied again. I ckp xtau. Then he replied 'cyg nanes x? hehe. mesti rindu banget. bb rindu cyg'

Itulah statement yng aku plg nk dengar skali! Dia rindu kt aku! ^^ Btape hepinye aku. Hek2.. I'm so contented. Tapi dia xbyar lg duit bus yg RM1500++ tu. Ade ke gile bus stahun byr byk mcm tu?!!! Gile ke? Kt Malaysia pn xde mcm tu! melmpau btol. Dia mesej mami, tapi mami xbls. Now I dunno what to do.

Mesej aku pn mami xbls.. Aku xtau nk buat ape.

Pagi td, aku kua pg Giant dgn Sera, kak Nurul n Ayu. Pg makan. N jln2. Aku xde la lapar sgt. Tapi aku kua je sb nk tenangkan fikiran. Aku nekad, xmau sdih2 lagi. Dia kata, i need to be strong. Big girls don't cry, katanya. Huhu... Tiap kali dia ckp sweet things, aku mcm nk nanges.. Aku rindukan dia! Aku makan nasik campur dengan terung sambal n kacang botor, aku breakfast oats je pagi td. Then, we hang out all over Giant. Masuk Giant sb Sera had this crazy idea to search for platform shoes for us (because we're too short, probably, n that's saddening me till today). Masuk Giant, we had a 'tasting' frenzy! You know those tasting booths they have in these big big supermarts? Yes, we frenzied all of them with our wicked taste buds!

We even got through a booth that's unoccupied with stallers and took some bread! Haha! Those were funny moments. Kak Nurul even treated us to a vanilla sundae cone each. My last meal was a 4-piece sushi that I bought with my hubby on the 6th. They were still good, btw. Had iced tea late at night.

His last message was 'XPYH'. Yes, in capital letters. Through these days, I still can't make him happy. I feel like a retard, sort of a loser. Yes. I'm a loser. I can't make my hubby happy. I'm having stomach aches since the last hour. Urrgghh..

No pictures for today, though. I'm sure I'll update more in a couple more hours, I think. Oh yeah. Abah da masuk duit for sewa and blanja. Ok, I change my mind. I'll post some pictures. Out of randomness. Btw, dari pagi dok dpn laptop cube nk siapkan assignment Ustaz Sanusi bagi. Haiz. Pning kpala. And I don't even know when my exams starts. Haha! All I think about is him. I'm love sick.




*updated 10th August 2008 (0108hours)*
well, he smses me late at night just now. He told me that there, they got Carrefour and stuff. The food is cheap, but not very nice. And the sweetest thing that he said, "cyg msak apa pon baby mkn ma. jgn gatal2 tau," I love him so much. Dia jgak ada tanya, "Bler cyg buat decision i'm d one?" lol.. He's so cute~~ haha! N he said he loves me with all his heart. And asked me to be strong. Love u hubby.

I love u, baby.. I always do. .

Baby left for Indon..

My baby has officially left for Indonesia.. Aku menyesal sebab I've been a bad girlfriend for him.. I've been bad to him.. Aku xnanges kat airport td. Aku tahan je, walaupun ade skali terkeluar air mata ni sebab memang aku sedih masa tu. I'm glad I did not cry, did not broke out masa dia nk fly tadi. Aku xcakap dengan dia, aku xnanges sebab aku tak nak dia risaukan pasal aku.

Aku tahan je. Tahan je sampai aku bersendirian kt dlm kereta. Dlm kereta je, trus aku nanges. Aku dah xdpat tahan lagi dah. I've released smua tangisan dalam kereta. Aku dah xtahan. Aku menangis kuat2. Aku menangis sampai lengan baju aku basah lencun, aku rindukan Rahman. I admit it, aku try to be strong masa kt airport td dan aku berjaya.

Aku sayang sgt kt dia. Sayang sgt2. Dlu pernah jgk ktorg bjauhan, masa dia study kt KMK (Kolej Mara Kulim). Jauh jgk tu. Tapi tu untuk setahun je. Masa tu rindu, rindu jgk. Tapi xde la sampai ms dia pg, aku broke down. Aku slalu jgk anta dia pg pudu, amik dari pudu. Aku suka buat mcm tu. Aku nk dia tahu yg aku sayang sgt kt dia.

Kdg2 aku pikir, aku ni melebih2 sgt ke menyayangi dia? Dia memang tunjuk yg dia sayang kat aku. I appreciate that aspect of him. Aku ni memang jenis yang xpandai nak tunjuk ape yang sebenarnye aku rasa. Aku xtau mcm mane nk tunjukkan pd dia yg aku syg kt dia.

Bila aku 'ter'marah, aku rasa mcm aku nk benti marah. Tapi, aku rasa, aku ni egois. Bile aku da buat something, pastu baru pikir n menyesal. N satu lagi, aku xpandai nk mntak maaf secara depan2. Huhu.. Sedih jgk aku ni. Aku tau aku teruk. Tapi, skrg dia da pg blaja kt Indonesia.

And I'm here, alone. Aku xtau mcm mane nk contact dia. Dia pn xcontact2 aku. Td tu pun, aku yg call dia. Dah la dia xbwk sambal petai ikan bilis yg aku masak tu. Itu pun salah aku jgk sbenarnye. Aku yang lupe packingkan untuk dia. It's my fault. Aku tahu.

Aku xtau mcm mane nk contact dia skrg. Mungkin bateri phone dia da abis? Salah aku lagi satu. Smalam boleh pulak aku charge phone aku! Pkai charger dia! Itu memang da sah2 aku yg salah. Aku yang bodoh. Xpikir. Xde otak! Bangang! Da tau esok dia nk pegi, ko pg charge phone pkai charger dia!

I'm sorry, honey.. Cyg xsengaja.. Cyg bodoh.. Cyg xpikir.. Cyg slalu nyusahkan baby.. huhu.. Skrg ni rasa nk menangis every minute. Aku rindu sgt dgn dia. Sgt2 rindu. Dia jauh beribu batu dari sini. Jauh sangat. Aku terasa mcm nk berada dekat dgn dia. Rindu dalam ati ni dah xtertahan lagi.

Today, my baby left for Indonesia, flight Air Asia 1300hours (Malaysian Time). 08.08.08







Aku rasa, banyak lagi yang aku nk luahkan kt sni. Tp.. biarlah.. Biarlah perasaanku bermain sendiri. Biarlah aku merana sendiri..
I love you, baby.. Now and forever.. Our endless love..